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you're still my day late friend   
10:41pm 07/06/2005
 
mood: ditzy
music: rise against
so heres the deal today was good. tomorrow is going to suck. my friends are all ditching me for some big thing they're going to. so i am gonna like be a lunch by myself. how freaking lame. seriously. but i don't know, it should be ok. i'll just miss them a bunch.

i want a summer fling, but i can't find a boy.		  
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waiting for the rain to stop   
10:54pm 13/05/2005
 
mood: cheerful
music: MCS
HTB's last show, sadness.
Anyways today i went to Jordan's and hung out with Kristin and Kaitlynn until all the cool kids came back from the show and then i hung out with them. When they got there jordan walked in and he was like don't ask. And then i heard what seemed like 3463246346363 people, and it was Chelsea and Jessa slut dancing, and then everyone was going crazy behind them. But yeah i talked to all of those hotties for a little bit and we went on an adventure and then Timmy came by and picked up most of the people and drove them to where ever. And as for now, i am being completely rad with Kristin and Kaytee<33		  
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saints&sailors   
10:06pm 10/05/2005
 
mood: blah
music: BNO
So today was good.
But i still feel kinda "blahh"
Ahh well, i'll get over it sometime.
Thanks to my friends though.
You all mean a lot to me.
for xx thetaking: "...cause all you really need are a few good friends."
I love Jessa<3		  
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It makes you feel past the memories   
11:45pm 06/05/2005
 
mood: confused
music: seven-eighty
I really don't know what is up with me. Its very weird though. I am just filled with uncertianty. I am not sure why though. I just don't feel sure with "him" anymore. I am having these crazy doubts that what he's saying isn't true and that we're falling away from eachother.


And theres my friends. Not all of them, but a select few. It just seems as if they aren't really my "friends" but just people who talk to me when no one else is around.

Then its like my family, i am not sure just where i belong. My brother is like an all star athlete, and hes amazing at the sports he plays and my dad loves him to death. And then theres my older sister, she's the sweetest thing around. She's smart, but not all caught up in school. She's beautiful, she's always got a boyfriend and she doesn't seem to make any mistakes. And then theres my little brother. He's the "cute" one of the family. And he's still got so much growing up to do, and my parents seem to think he's just sooo innocent. But then theres me, and i am not sure where i fit in. I am not a very "sporty" person, i am not very stable right now and i can't figure a lot out.


I am just such a mess today. I don't know what it is.		  
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Never sleep alone   
05:31pm 04/05/2005
 
mood: surprised
music: the mars voltaaa
So yeah first hour we had some sub lady. It was stupid. She didn't know shit. And i swore at her i was like cheeel the fuck out and she went crazy it was funny. Then second hour was fun. I preformed and everything. I got an a so thats good. Thats about it. I've been sleeping, i might go back and do that. Or make an effort to try and talk to someone about some stuff. I really need to go job hunting with tommyp. :)


++++Goodbye Loves		  
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This is love.   
05:17pm 03/05/2005
 
mood: contemplative
music: Breaking the broken
Today was alright i guess. On a scale of 1-10, about a 4. But thats good for being grounded. Eww it sucks. And i think everyone really needs to leave Danny alone. He doesn't lead girls on, he just flirts. And honestly, who doesn't? But other than that school was alright. I came home and napped. It was nice, lately i have had nothing better to do. Lately i just come home, maybe do homework and sleep. Grounded life sucks. Its almost been my week.5 though so thats exciting, haha. If you want to call that exciting that is. Anyways, thats about all i can ramble on about.		  
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09:39pm 25/04/2005
 
mood: contemplative
music: run
howdy ho, today was good i guess.


but seems like some of my friends are really down and i am not sure how to help.
it sucks but its how life goes		  
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Its hard to say i miss you   
09:40pm 14/04/2005
 
mood: dorky
music: nothing
Oh wow, i think i seriously love Makaylah. Shes my life saver




1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you have a crush on me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Physically, what stands out?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] If you could turn me into an animal, what animal and why?
[19] How long have you known me?
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[33] How do you think I'll die?		  
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i am late again.   
06:57pm 12/04/2005
 
mood: energetic
music: Am I Ready-SpitalField
Why hello. I decided i would get a journal so here it is<3333


add me please, i would probably love you forever if you did.

♥Lauren		  
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